I can't even fathom it.

[ she looks down at her hands for a moment, trembling

And scoops Youmu up in the tightest hug possible without hurting her. For the first time since she arrived in this horrid place, she allows herself to cry without constraint. ]

I'm sorry...I'm so sorry I couldn't save you. I should have tried harder, should have approached it from a logical standpoint, I-- [ the fact that her inability to save Youmu was used as a trial example is finally starting to catch up to her ]

I'm sorry about so many things...