[She grit her teeth, trying to control her emotions. She wasn't going to get angry, she wasn't going to be upset. That was in the past and she had to put it past her and yet-]

How could they save you if they didn't know you needed to be saved.

It was your choice to suffer in silence and I'm sorry that things turned out the way they did. I didn't want anyone else to die, that's the only reason I put myself forward. We both payed for the decisions we made, but they were decisions we made!

We always had a choice, and you don't get to absolve responsibility from yourself because yours didn't turn out the way you wanted. If you were unaware at the time it would have been a different matter but...